USimphiwe "Simz" Ngema uphinde ucabange ngesifo esibuhlungu esabhekana nawo emasontweni elandela ukufa komyeni wakhe, eveza ukuthi wake wazikhiya egumbini lokugezela futhi wacela uDumi ukuba amlandele.
UDumi Masilela wabulawa ngemuva kokuthunjwa ngo-Agasti ngonyaka odlule, ngemva kwezinyanga ezimbili eshada noSimz emcimbini odumile.
Enkulumweni yamuva nje nomagazini we-TrueLove, uSimz wembula ukuthi benze kanjani isivumelwano sokuthi lapho bebekhulile, uDumi uzofa kuqala futhi anike uSimz izinsuku ezimbili nje ukulungiselela umngcwabo wakhe. Wabe eseza "ukumthatha".
USimz uthe ukhumbule lesi sivumelwano nezinsuku ngemuva kokufa kukaDumi ukuthi wayegqoke futhi emlindele.
"Ngageza, ngigqoke ngena endlini yangasese. Ngahlala khona ngehora elihle elinde ukuba angilandele .Abantu babelokhu beqongqoza emnyango kodwa ngahlala lapho ngikhala. Engqondweni yami, ukuvuka kwakusho ukuthi ngamukela Ukufa kukaDumi nokumkhaphela, ngakho-ke ngahlala phansi, ngicela ukuba uDumi eze angilandele, kodwa akazange eze. "
USimz uthe ezinyangeni ezimbili ngemuva kokufa kukaDumi, umyeni wakhe weza kuye ephusheni wamyisa ensimini lapho ethi uzohlala naye kuze kube phakade.
Ngisho noma izinyanga ezimbalwa ezedlule kube nzima, uSimz ubelokhu ezama ukuthatha izingcezu zokuphila kwakhe.
"Ukuqala, ukuvuka futhi, ukuqoqa izingcezu yilokho engikujabulele khona. Isikhathi sokuvuka, uthuli ngokwami bese ngiqala ukuhamba. Ubaba wakhulisa inkosi, umama wakhulisa indlovukazi, Isikhathi sokulungisa umqhele wakho nokubusa u-Quing Simz , "kusho abezindaba.
Ethumeni elihlukile wachaza ukuthi ngezinye izikhathi konke ayekufuna ukukwenza kwakungukuthi "ukuphoqa nokufa".
"Uma ukuphila kukushaya kanzima, ufuna ukumane ufe kodwa uqagele ukuthi yini ...? Ungafi, kungenzeka futhi uphakame uphile."
UDumi Masilela wabulawa ngemuva kokuthunjwa ngo-Agasti ngonyaka odlule, ngemva kwezinyanga ezimbili eshada noSimz emcimbini odumile.
Enkulumweni yamuva nje nomagazini we-TrueLove, uSimz wembula ukuthi benze kanjani isivumelwano sokuthi lapho bebekhulile, uDumi uzofa kuqala futhi anike uSimz izinsuku ezimbili nje ukulungiselela umngcwabo wakhe. Wabe eseza "ukumthatha".
USimz uthe ukhumbule lesi sivumelwano nezinsuku ngemuva kokufa kukaDumi ukuthi wayegqoke futhi emlindele.
"Ngageza, ngigqoke ngena endlini yangasese. Ngahlala khona ngehora elihle elinde ukuba angilandele .Abantu babelokhu beqongqoza emnyango kodwa ngahlala lapho ngikhala. Engqondweni yami, ukuvuka kwakusho ukuthi ngamukela Ukufa kukaDumi nokumkhaphela, ngakho-ke ngahlala phansi, ngicela ukuba uDumi eze angilandele, kodwa akazange eze. "
USimz uthe ezinyangeni ezimbili ngemuva kokufa kukaDumi, umyeni wakhe weza kuye ephusheni wamyisa ensimini lapho ethi uzohlala naye kuze kube phakade.
Ngisho noma izinyanga ezimbalwa ezedlule kube nzima, uSimz ubelokhu ezama ukuthatha izingcezu zokuphila kwakhe.
"Ukuqala, ukuvuka futhi, ukuqoqa izingcezu yilokho engikujabulele khona. Isikhathi sokuvuka, uthuli ngokwami bese ngiqala ukuhamba. Ubaba wakhulisa inkosi, umama wakhulisa indlovukazi, Isikhathi sokulungisa umqhele wakho nokubusa u-Quing Simz , "kusho abezindaba.
Ethumeni elihlukile wachaza ukuthi ngezinye izikhathi konke ayekufuna ukukwenza kwakungukuthi "ukuphoqa nokufa".
"Uma ukuphila kukushaya kanzima, ufuna ukumane ufe kodwa uqagele ukuthi yini ...? Ungafi, kungenzeka futhi uphakame uphile."
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